" you cannot save people, you can only love them " Anais Nain

its taken me 24 years, to reach the understanding time and time again, how powerful love can be. how anger poisons our heart, our negative thoughts are consuming, how relationships, self-development, breaks apart, shatters in pieces when it is faced with constant doubt and heedlessness. 

i'd like to believe that i am a person of strong feelings. i feel, very strongly towards things. as much as i can feel positively strong about something, i admit, i am at guilt when it comes to the negatives. it has been something rather challenging, internally, coming to senses with these realities i throw myself in.

we are all given choices in life. the way we act, react, and understand is totally up to our own way of thinking. what shapes us - i believe, are our values. the things that keeps us grounded, and whole. the things we would like to believe more in, compared to the things we'd stay away from.

our hearts are a fragile thing. if theres one thing i've learnt along the way, it is the one fact that people try to convince themselves everyday - that our hearts are strong on its own.

we weren't made to be strong on our own. our hearts, weren't designed to be strong on its own. the heart beats, in accordance to the Oneness of the Creator, it was created with movements of contraction and expansion repeating the One name. we weren't made, to go through tests on our own, we were made, specifically, for Him, to remember Him, to constantly, always be close to Him.

i find myself in a battle everyday, pulling away from the system. i feel my thirst for Stability becoming stronger than ever. sometimes you get so sucked in the daily, the machines and mechanics, the financials and socials you forget your main purpose in life.

so i drove 45kms away to find something i knew could draw me closer to my inner happiness. to remind myself again what it meant to channel my love through His means.

sometimes our love for the replaceable gets so intense - we forget to ponder how sweeter it will be if that intensity of love shifted towards the Irreplaceable.

honey, don't get lost in your way. you were made for something far bigger than this.

so love.

love with all your heart, intensely, passionately, and most importantly, properly.

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