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something is telling me im going to regret this. 12am and im not asleep. i constantly have to remind myself that im no longer a student, and uni life has ended months back. keep thinking that my late nights consequences are bearable the next day. no - it isn't.
treated myself with hot tea and milk before checking into bed just now. the wonders hot drinks can give. simply calming i must say. at this point, i wouldn't want anything else. just that tea , and my bed.
mental preparation for whats waiting for me at the office tomorrow. the coming weeks are going to be hectic. just thinking about it makes my palms sweat. expectations that build up within these few weeks has been tearing me apart. but its the good kind of stress. the kind of stress that makes me look forward to jumping to my pile of funds.
the heart has its moments where its calm, and then it panics. then it finds itself and regain calmness. this flipping shows that its still weak. it needs training, but hopefully it'll get there. that Stability is something everyone yearns for, we just got to keep trying a little bit harder everyday.
i had a glance at the stars tonight. the sky was dark, so dark that it made the shines of the stars ever so bright. as if it was made to shine so beautifully on purpose for me. for my weakened, beaten soul. i smiled. i smiled as i walked back into my unit in the dark night of a long, emotional day. i felt the breeze touching my skin and heard the trees shaking its leaves.
i know You're listening to this beat.
i pray that wherever you may be, Allah grants you strength in facing your challenges, the courage to change your ways in becoming better, the wisdom in finding truth, and the patience in handling people.
treated myself with hot tea and milk before checking into bed just now. the wonders hot drinks can give. simply calming i must say. at this point, i wouldn't want anything else. just that tea , and my bed.
mental preparation for whats waiting for me at the office tomorrow. the coming weeks are going to be hectic. just thinking about it makes my palms sweat. expectations that build up within these few weeks has been tearing me apart. but its the good kind of stress. the kind of stress that makes me look forward to jumping to my pile of funds.
the heart has its moments where its calm, and then it panics. then it finds itself and regain calmness. this flipping shows that its still weak. it needs training, but hopefully it'll get there. that Stability is something everyone yearns for, we just got to keep trying a little bit harder everyday.
i had a glance at the stars tonight. the sky was dark, so dark that it made the shines of the stars ever so bright. as if it was made to shine so beautifully on purpose for me. for my weakened, beaten soul. i smiled. i smiled as i walked back into my unit in the dark night of a long, emotional day. i felt the breeze touching my skin and heard the trees shaking its leaves.
i know You're listening to this beat.
i pray that wherever you may be, Allah grants you strength in facing your challenges, the courage to change your ways in becoming better, the wisdom in finding truth, and the patience in handling people.
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