pick up, pick up, run a mile then run home.

Happy Eid to everyone. I wish everyone is having a great celebration at home, amongst family members, with loved ones. With the people who care, or even with those who don't but pretend to, either way, it doesn't matter. Having someone to celebrate it with, is already a blessing. So take it. Take it and be happy with it. Because its always the case of mind over matter. Its the month of forgiveness, and the act of trying to forget. Even if its often hard to do, but try it. It should heal you pretty quickly. Remember, mind over matter.

Im in a complex situation. Pretty much. 2 assignments to work on, 2 tests to study for next week, and a few important workshops to attend. I'm probably asking too much of myself. But i needed this hecticness. Gives me the sense of purpose once again. I signed up for it, so bare with the updates. I feel like I needed to. Because writing puts me at ease, in a way.

I hate it when I slack. I get easily annoyed when I find myself not working up to my own expectations. People might think its brutal, but I think its my own way of pushing myself. I don't settle for good enough. I don't settle for mediocrity. I try not to. And some people don't get it. Some would choose to see the bad of it, others, would choose to see the good in it. Regardless, I don't think I should bother or waste time pondering over what people think is right or wrong.

And now I'm at a point where I feel like a slug. Slow and lacking the push. It was a bad idea taking my eyes off the goal. It has to start now. It has got to.

Selfish as this may seem, but its my future on the line. And if im not selfish about it, who will be ?

Bring along those who think the same way and snip off to those who slows you down. Have a little respect for people who has the drive. Start worrying if you don't , instead of telling them what a geek or a kiasu they are.