when you get confused with things you believe in and with another that you actually MAKE yourself believe in, its hard to actually seperate them because doubting yourself is the last thing you want to be doing. its hard work, sitting down, staring into space and realising your thoughts, whats real and what isn't. its time consuming, its tiring and it drains you out.
i hate it when that happens. make beliefs. wanting something to be so right, when you know from the very start it isn't. even if you didn't you would have atleast felt awkardness from the start. thats already a soft hint of whats ahead. but some curious hearted ones more like, dumb ones like me would just take the leap blindly and see where it gets us. but hey, isnt that considered adventurous ? taking that leap, thats risk. and mind you, life is always about taking that risk and seeing what happens next.
it gets all boring and monotonous when everything is expected, and somewhat predictable.who wants that ? well im sure there is a few who does.
but anyway, you know whats really funny,
knowing your action just made it more obvious of your insecurities.
like, really. that picture you showed me.
so that i'd know your situation or so that you'd be reminded of yours ?
careful now.
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