
often i find myself walking in circles. because sometimes i fall in love with the fact that there isn't any necessity to turn left nor right.
but walking in circles makes me dizzy after a while.
and then it hit me how too careful i am with my steps. spoilt, again by familiarity, not wanting to try and explore the unknown. scared of consequences that'll roll after.
it seems like we're back in square one. a hundred million kilometers away, but it still feels as though its right behind me.
they say running away doesn't solve anything.
and for once, i think they're right.
have i always, been this way ?