its just me being me.
its because somehow somewhere along the road i once let myself free, and you could probably call it fear, but i name it, cautious. and i dont give a hoot if no one understands this, because what is important is that i completely am aware of the things im doing.
sometimes, its easier being blur. its always just simpler acting like we care less on things, like we always dont just get it. thats me being ignorant. and ignorant is sometimes a bliss. a perfect bliss.
frankly, i choose the things i want to care about, and the things i dont want to care about. im selective that way, just because i can. ive stopped caring long ago, only because i found thats the only way i finally could live my life freely without unnecessary inputs.
what gets me all the time is how sometimes instead of being curious, people become judgemental. lower that volume when talking of something you know very little of. thats to safe you from further embarrassment.
instead of busying yourself watching over other's footsteps, have a look at yours first for a fix.