moments;

and then there were moments where i wanted to be alone,
with my thoughts and dreams,
my feelings kept deep,
and i wouldn't even want a single soul accompanying,
i just wanted to be with You,
in seclusion,
eyes shut,
heart out on my hand,

sometimes i'd pray that You'd hide me with You,
hide my flaws, my strengths,
and make it visible to only those who needed seeing,

i pondered on why You made me this way,
deep feeler,
how come i never was capable of being just on the surface of things,
understanding and feeling to what only needed to be felt,

but no.
i always take a dive.

so beautiful, on how You've paved my path,
i'm still in awe with every beat,
i panic when i find myself numb,
i get scared when i don't feel You around me,
i worry knowing things will never go as far,
especially without Your Blessings.

please never give up on me,


" He has loved you before you were capable of loving " - Sheikh Ninowy