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intimidating, might be the word for this. it all seems pretty intimidating. sometimes you're at that point of life, where you don't know which turn to take. no map, no guide, no app (lol), no signs to show you which direction to go. but you go on anyway.
past entries, past years, reading back, if there was one thing that life taught me, (ah yes, here comes the cliche sentence) , it moves on. no matter how lost you may be, how heavy, how reluctant, as much as we think we've stopped moving, the truth is, we haven't. even if we really did stop, life didn't.
these emotions will pass. like how every other feelings do. its temporary.
picking up the pieces, familiarizing myself with the fall and disappointment - yes, i've been here. i cant promise you that it wont happen again, but i can promise you this. you will somehow learn to minimise the pain. quite disappointingly though, the only way through it - is well, to go through it.
im hardly ever bitter with things for too long. i get tired of being that. and ill reach to a point where i let go of my grip. and if things were to come back, then maybe it was meant to come back, and if it isn't, maybe it was meant to be too.
you get to a point of your life where you'll have to make tough decisions. like okay, shall i have peanut butter, or jam on my bread today ? and when im reaaally not in the mood for it - i'll have both !
work is awesome. im just still lingering around with my dilemma on which path to take. iphone geeks, if you come across this, please come up with an app called ' life decisions ' - you'll be surprised how much help it'd be to silly beings like this one here.
i miss this space, it is about time i make good use of it.
"verily the soul becomes accustomed to what you accustom it to," that is to say- what you at first burden the soul with becomes nature to it in the end
( DM - tblr )
you'll be hearing from me soon.
past entries, past years, reading back, if there was one thing that life taught me, (ah yes, here comes the cliche sentence) , it moves on. no matter how lost you may be, how heavy, how reluctant, as much as we think we've stopped moving, the truth is, we haven't. even if we really did stop, life didn't.
these emotions will pass. like how every other feelings do. its temporary.
picking up the pieces, familiarizing myself with the fall and disappointment - yes, i've been here. i cant promise you that it wont happen again, but i can promise you this. you will somehow learn to minimise the pain. quite disappointingly though, the only way through it - is well, to go through it.
im hardly ever bitter with things for too long. i get tired of being that. and ill reach to a point where i let go of my grip. and if things were to come back, then maybe it was meant to come back, and if it isn't, maybe it was meant to be too.
you get to a point of your life where you'll have to make tough decisions. like okay, shall i have peanut butter, or jam on my bread today ? and when im reaaally not in the mood for it - i'll have both !
work is awesome. im just still lingering around with my dilemma on which path to take. iphone geeks, if you come across this, please come up with an app called ' life decisions ' - you'll be surprised how much help it'd be to silly beings like this one here.
i miss this space, it is about time i make good use of it.
"verily the soul becomes accustomed to what you accustom it to," that is to say- what you at first burden the soul with becomes nature to it in the end
( DM - tblr )
you'll be hearing from me soon.
have a blessed day ahead everyone.
salamalaykum
salamalaykum
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