2012

Sometimes, not all that is planned will go your way. Just goes to show how there are certain things in life not controllable, not within your power, reminds us of how small and human we are.

Sometimes what is best for us, may not always be the best in the eyes of Him. And only He knows it all. Having said that, sometimes what we think is bad for us, may not always be bad in the eyes of Him.

2011, you've taught me well. From friendships, from honesty , from sincerity, from thinking i've had it all planned out and thinking it will all work out, well i guess not this time as well.

I've felt this disappointment, and ive felt this hurt before. But back then I was stupid. This time i'm much stronger, much wiser.

Sometimes, all i can ever think of was the good times I had with people, only to find them remembering all the bad times with me.

Sometimes, what we think may not always be in sync with what others think, and sometimes thats okay, and sometimes its not.

Sometimes, its okay to be brave and speak your mind in getting what you want, sometimes its stupid to just be quiet and expect people to know how you feel without telling them.

Sometimes when you think things wont fall apart, it just happens.

So 2011, you're not a regret for me. You're a year where I learned so many things on a higher phase, family, friends, relationship wise. I took a leap further, I believed harder, and I gave more, and it really doesnt matter if one decides to not see it, maybe they're not meant to , anyway.

Friends, they're always the same type of bunch. ones that care, ones that dont, ones who has always been there, and ones that you made a mistake with and decide to keep your distance.

I've fought hard, i've loved more and all of this wont stop for 2012.

I'm ready for different characters, i'm ready for a different lesson.

Here we go.