It isn't fixed yet. I still end up sleeping after Subuh which is really bad because I always end up rushing to class instead of taking my own sweet time to get ready. I love my bed, really, its comfy, but something is wrong somewhere, I just cant seem to get my eyes to shut at the right time.
Can you believe it ? It felt as if Ramadhan was just knocking upon our doors but here we are on the last 10 nights of it. I have mixed feelings about it this year. Last year it was thrilling to be experiencing my first Ramadhan and Eid in a foreign country, but not this time. My homesick-ness kicks in more often than it ever did last year, and I just wish I could catch a plane for a short trip back just to be with my family. But i can't. Because unfortunately, I'll be having class on the day itself. I'm not sure if its going to fall on a Tuesday or a Wednesday, but please God make it Tuesday so I could have a day off to celebrate with friends. Another part of me wants it to be on Wednesday, because i'll have a straight 4 hour class from 2pm-6pm, so i won't be thinking of home so much.
Mixed feelings.
I've lost my mojo here. I really did. Theres so many things I wanna write and talk about but I guess it has to wait.
well, here are some things im missing out from home.
A picture of mum with my new sister that she adopted from a program at her office, which she does every ramadhan, last year, i had a little indian brother. This little girl suffers from autism. And what the program does is that, they get to write a wishlist, and the wishlist is given to people like my mom, and they buy stuffs for them. She wanted a new brooch, some scarfes, and a new baju kurung for raya. and she got what she wanted :)
and a picture of dad's yummy cornflake biscuit this year. yes, my dads pretty awesome isn't he :) ? well i hope he saves some for me at the end of the year.
if im coming back, that is.
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