beat

winter classes has been pretty much tight. waking up as early as 7 to get ready for class is a struggle. i was just about to dive in my holiday mood while my best friend came for a visit, the next thing i know i was sitting in a class at 9am listening to someone who talks a lot like dad lecturing me on his favorite subject matter.

my classes are rather interesting. entrepreneurship is something im not new to. witnessing that since young from my dad and how he did things is an advantage. except this, is all theory. and i have always been good in practical rather than theory. but i guess we all got to start from the bottom, regardless.

fa results are out. and i must say i still feel the disappointment curling itself inside me. its hard to get over. good news is that i made it through. however, it wasn't as i expected it to be. i wanted more. expectations get the best of you, especially when you already know you put in so much effort in it. and this disappointments only leads to me worrying the other 2 subjects which i honestly thought was a lot more trickier than fa.

sometimes i find myself losing focus on things worrying about what comes next. really, i need to learn to take it day by day. but im paranoid, one heck of a champion at it.

so yeah, theres my bit for the past few days.