adelaide, take two.

so i'm back. and it is all not so alien anymore. im here for my second shot. literally. third shot, to be exact. whichever.

so i have a few plans, visions up in my head. getting it to sort itself out, and trying to execute it as i go, it gets pretty messy at times. probably excited, probably fearing the unknown. im not sure, but its there. and its all that matters. its there.

the sky is no longer purple. it changes its colors in time. i have come to accept the fact that it sometimes turns orange, just because it can, and i am in no position to change that. what i can do is start finding all the attractive things about the new color. and i guess when it changes, the whole thing repeats itself.

home was home. though probably not as how i expected it to be, but its still the place i dearly miss every now and then. i now know my way around it. how not to think of it, braving myself as days go on, its easier now.

this time its tougher. for some weird reason, life and all its seriousness finally decided to smack me right in the face, and ever since then, things havent been all that easy.

its bittersweet.

and one thing i know about bittersweet is that one will always taste stronger than the other. the only reason why we jumble it up into one is because either way, no matter how bad or good things are, we have this tendency to want to always be in the middle of everything. nothing over, nothing lesser. i guess its called playing safe.

no one wants to be the one bearing the pain in the end, right?