it sucks feeling lonely in a crowd. in the presence of many, depressing it is, to find ourselves rather absent from surroundings -and all that is left is just to merely exist, and thats that.
for a good 3 minutes, i left it at there.
i had a choice to let it slip away and pretend like it never bothered me, but after a long time, it came without warning.
the minute i allowed myself to relate to the present, i let it hurt me.
because now i know how it feels to be on the winning side.and to be honest, it doesn't feel as good as i thought it would be.
because once upon a time, i was the one who lost.
then all their laughters fade away. i hated myself for laughing with them, for joining in the encouragement of something that once tore me apart.
i let it linger, and felt the familiar bitterness flow.
and then i looked down with my eyes shut.
never again will i allow myself to sink in that deep.
picture credits to : laylarouge.da
because now i know how it feels to be on the winning side.and to be honest, it doesn't feel as good as i thought it would be.
because once upon a time, i was the one who lost.
then all their laughters fade away. i hated myself for laughing with them, for joining in the encouragement of something that once tore me apart.
i let it linger, and felt the familiar bitterness flow.
and then i looked down with my eyes shut.
never again will i allow myself to sink in that deep.
picture credits to : laylarouge.da
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