afraid not ;

I've always been a sucker for seasoned shoes.
I'd wear them whenever i feel like its the day to dress down.
And when i say 'down', means dressing to my very own comfort, not bothering on what others would think of me when they see me.

Not like i would care so much, because what you see is what you get from me.
I try to stay away from my love for converse shoes and wear lots of flats.
Thats the best i can do.

Im not sure if the way i dress now contradicts to my own liking.
My kind has always been jeans, pumps/sandals/slippers/black white converse shoes with any
simple top which is normally oversized-because i like it that way, and when i feel like it, grab a sweater on it.

I dont wear my black converse shoes as often as i did back then, simply because i decided to change from classic canvas converse, to the black leather kind - Jack Purcell.
Big mistake.
Took away the comfortness i used to feel of wearing the canvas type. The leather doesnt give that classic seasoned look to it like how a canvas would normally show after wearing it for some time Well i dont know.

Ive heard many of my friends telling me to start dressing up, heels, dresses, something more lady-like. But i swear its just not my kind. The closest that i can get to heels are wedges. Which i wear only once in 3 months. And if u're lucky, you get to see me in a dress with jeans and ballet-like flats.

Im afraid im still this version of me, and im reaching 20.
I still havent develop the love for heels and dresses.
Closest i get is to necklaces, bangles and all that acessories.

But seriously, heels? dresses?

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I discovered that i like the smell of raw, fresh fishes that you'd normally smell walking into a market.
And i've made a few souls disgusted by my likings.
Well, thats funny, i thought.
Because i get disgusted after discovering how a friend of mine loved the smell of oil petrol, ones you get while filling up your car at a petrol station.

Ive heard of a friend who likes the smell of his toe nails everytime he cuts it.
Thats weird.
But its interesting to know.

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Notice that my post tend to hop from one subject to another.
Now for the closure,
I feel like punching someone in the face for no apparent reason.

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Man i think i have issues with myself. heheh