my favourite drug ;

I summoned them words to rearrange themselves to a sentence, but all they ever did was just hit into each other and perhaps laughed about it, and they still keep doing the same thing over and over again.
Just great, now brains wont work.

So what now betty boo.?

Its not like i havent been here before. Not like i havent been served heartaches and disappointments in one shot. Honey i have faced all kinds of dramas you can ever imagine. Probably this time was abit too much for me to handle, i almost lost myself in anger and hatred. Perhaps it had everything to do with raging hormones plus menstrual pains and all those biological theories, whatever. Perhaps not.
I dont know. Im too ignorant to even care so much about this anyway. So, next please.

I actually have one hour and 3 minutes to get ready for a wedding. I have no idea whose wedding this is, or whether im related to any of them, but i was told to bring my grandmother, Raja Putih for this event. We, the kings, can sometimes be moody in some ways. When today feels like a day of mingling and socializing, then we shall execute as felt. Vice versa. I think thats where i got my temper from. And a little bit of that ignorance part as well. Pretty much good at it. No, im an expert at it.

Ive been bored at home, due to the denggi scare i got, thank God it wasnt denggi. I dont know what it was anyway. Im feeling very much better now, except for minor head aches i get every now and then, nausea, and flu. I just realized that since work started, id always get sick atleast once every month. Weak antibodies i guess. Weak, lousy antibodies. I slap myself everytime i think of the word 'gym'. I need that whacko dieno to get me in shape again. Dont ask me why i havent been to trainings, im not sure of that myself. Its like im caught in a moment. Not in a good way, but in a very disturbiing way. Like that phase. Just being caught in that phase in life. Get it? - bluergh.

Oh yes, and facebook is over. Need not say why. I kinda like being asked about sometimes. Part of my human nature i guess. I had a hunch in shutting down this blog as well, but that'd be suicidal for me. I love blogging, and like i just said, its all about being caught in this phase, i need to get out of this, and im more than happy in doing this on my own. I never baby-ed myself in being too dependent in anyone, never. I guess that was why when important people decided to walk off, i find myself still standing tall and moving forward. Because i never was too clingy.

Its being stuck in this phase, trust me. Ill get out of this soon, and if you still cant find me out there, then probably , it looks like someone else is stuck there now.


I blogged in proper english because shakespeare left me to make that major shift on my own.

I miss my metaphoric junks, they were pretty lame, but they always meant something :P