I once found beauty in simplicity. I liked it. Fell in love with it.
But i dont know how it somehow faded. That beauty i once saw was suddenly so hard to see.
I keep hoping for greater things to happen. Being hopeful is good, they say. It gets you going. Makes life worth living. How i wish i knew more on this part. And the part where your hopes gets crushed, and ways to handle it.
I want to live a simple yet happy life. But i cant seem to reduce the level of expectations in me to increase my level of happiness. Sky high expectations involves high risk of disappointment, hence, lessens the possibilty of getting high level of happiness. Where as, the lesser you expect for things to happen, the lesser risk of disappointment involved, than perhaps, more possibility of high level of happiness? - thanks to nineteen minutes, i got this 'formula' to happiness from here.
It makes sense. It really does.
Looks like my next mission is to make expectations equivalent to nil.
This is gonna hurt. It always does.
Im afraid one day ill wake up not wanting to face any of this petty junks. The day i give up will be th day i cut you off. I think i deserve a better version of life itself. Pardon the boasting.
But i dont know how it somehow faded. That beauty i once saw was suddenly so hard to see.
I keep hoping for greater things to happen. Being hopeful is good, they say. It gets you going. Makes life worth living. How i wish i knew more on this part. And the part where your hopes gets crushed, and ways to handle it.
I want to live a simple yet happy life. But i cant seem to reduce the level of expectations in me to increase my level of happiness. Sky high expectations involves high risk of disappointment, hence, lessens the possibilty of getting high level of happiness. Where as, the lesser you expect for things to happen, the lesser risk of disappointment involved, than perhaps, more possibility of high level of happiness? - thanks to nineteen minutes, i got this 'formula' to happiness from here.
It makes sense. It really does.
Looks like my next mission is to make expectations equivalent to nil.
This is gonna hurt. It always does.
Im afraid one day ill wake up not wanting to face any of this petty junks. The day i give up will be th day i cut you off. I think i deserve a better version of life itself. Pardon the boasting.
1 comments:
Dear Zyra,
Go on expecting. Go on expecting and make plans to fulfill your expectations. Dream big, think wide and believe greatly. The moment you succeed in killing expectations would be the moment your emotions start dying.
I committed my suicide earlier on and am not enjoying death that much. As much as I'd like company, I would rather that you not join me here. We'll be better off on the roller-coaster :)
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