Writer's note : This post involves an extremely high level of contradiction coming
from the writer. Do excuse her excitement and confused state of mind.
So when exactly was the last time i ever told myself,
Ok look, so what. Colour your heart out, perhaps a little sketching would do the trick.
I havent been that version of myself for quite sometime. Not really sure if this is a complain. Its a mixture of feelings, one that involves maturity and growing up, two things which im barely good in handling, i find myself completely blank behind these keyboard at times. Wondering has time really shaped me into this seriousness. Im feeling in control, totally.
I think i miss being that free bird.
So my week has been filled with work. And gym *gasps*. I needed that extra activity to keep me sane. A new small circle created there, which made me realized ive been circling things everywhere i go, from people, to food, to places. You wouldnt understand this part of me yet, but give it time. Probably a few posts on 'circles' then you'll get what i mean.
Need i elaborate more on my never ending pile of pending documents at work.? Its just crazy, but being busy really gets me going. No time for petty little nonsense, i feel so hyped up everyday.
!@!%^$#@$#@^!#
I really am out of things to say. Im just, alright with everything. I freaking miss taking a walk down at the park, i think i should spend more time with myself a little more. This whole silence is just great.
Indeed, God is always fair. For He already replaced the things ive lost along my way with something so much better :) ..
- I like work. I dont like working.
- I love working out at the gym. I dont really like going to the gym.
- Im feeling in control. I feel like im missing something.
- Im not hungry. But chicken sounds tasty.
- I want t blog. I dont feel like typing.
I'm gonna go get them colours.
Ok look, so what. Colour your heart out, perhaps a little sketching would do the trick.
I havent been that version of myself for quite sometime. Not really sure if this is a complain. Its a mixture of feelings, one that involves maturity and growing up, two things which im barely good in handling, i find myself completely blank behind these keyboard at times. Wondering has time really shaped me into this seriousness. Im feeling in control, totally.
I think i miss being that free bird.
So my week has been filled with work. And gym *gasps*. I needed that extra activity to keep me sane. A new small circle created there, which made me realized ive been circling things everywhere i go, from people, to food, to places. You wouldnt understand this part of me yet, but give it time. Probably a few posts on 'circles' then you'll get what i mean.
Need i elaborate more on my never ending pile of pending documents at work.? Its just crazy, but being busy really gets me going. No time for petty little nonsense, i feel so hyped up everyday.
!@!%^$#@$#@^!#
I really am out of things to say. Im just, alright with everything. I freaking miss taking a walk down at the park, i think i should spend more time with myself a little more. This whole silence is just great.
Indeed, God is always fair. For He already replaced the things ive lost along my way with something so much better :) ..
- I like work. I dont like working.
- I love working out at the gym. I dont really like going to the gym.
- Im feeling in control. I feel like im missing something.
- Im not hungry. But chicken sounds tasty.
- I want t blog. I dont feel like typing.
I'm gonna go get them colours.
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