all system go.

It has been a while, since things were really in control, and slow moving.

That ability of holding on to a moment that seemed somewhat worth waiting for, has long disappeared since the very day i realized nothing ever last. Pardon my view towards things, for ive always been this way. The type who would let loose and let things slip upon my wish whenever the other me starts knocking inside, telling me to go with the flow, dont get too serious.

Do i miss it? Suprisingly, no. Perhaps, not suprisingly. Im still hoping this is all part of my quarter life crysis whatsoever. Being in this state of confusion. I beg for everyone's mercy to let me make this mistake on my own , i need to believe in this again. I wont change to acommodate to other's plans for the sake of their own hidden agenda.

Changes are inevitable. But im not sure if this change is convenient right now. My lifestyle has changed, and so has my feelings towards things, people, food, animals. Everything under the sky gets me thinking..too fast. This, is too fast.

Looks like someone has got to take things slow. No, not this time.

This time, i prefer you not to catch up. Stay there, and away from my circle.