ssup

i have been starting my days rather early this ramadhan. straight to work right after Fajr prayers, and leave work earlier than usual. sometimes i feel its doing me good. other times i just feel like a zombie walking out the house to the bus stop when its still dark everywhere.

today, i walked out of the house into what felt like a horror movie. imagine - dark neighbourhood, so dead, you could hear the sound of leaves falling on the ground, and the wind. God the wind was just too strong.

i mini ran my way to the bus stop ? which woke me up instantly. ended up panting my life away while waiting for the bus to arrive.

man im unfit these days.

so we got the whole ' starting your day early ' ticked off the list. remind me to balance this off with some exercising.

on another note - work is a lot better once ive got my head around things. and thats amazing, however, its getting to a point where its no longer challenging?

sometimes i hate myself for wanting too much development. not that its not good, but i get too excited and too eager for things that if it doesn't happen as quick as how i want it to be - it dies.

and i slop my way through life.

wooooh. how's that for a drama queen.