the inner you

Easter break is finally here. after tuesday, i can finally be able to let myself breathe for a while. Past weeks has been rather intense, hurtful, challenging, and all that mixture. I wont write that down, i dont want to remember them. Its moving. Days are moving, and everyday that passes by, everyday that turns new, we are all brought to another try. Another chance,another beginning. There is no time wasting on bitterness and revenge, say sorry if you need to, forgive if you have to, because when one realizes how short their lives can be, all the small things like that matters. You commit, you move on. And thats how the cycle of life works. As much as we'd like to think its all about us, well it isnt. Its about others as well. some people give in, some people dont and when they dont, and choose to not want to give in, we step back. Because then its not within our control, but His.

Ive never felt as beaten and unworthy as i have fpr the past weeks. But thats ok. Because i know this will all pass through. Unworthyness doesnt come by easily, but when it does, you know that no one can save you from taking that fall than yourself.

Babies have a special thing in them that makes you peaceful. To have them in your arms, to have them cling on you with so much trust, it makes you feel great. It made me feel useful and finally, worthy of something, or better, worthy to someone. I keep telling myself that its okay if people dont get it, because in time, with His will, they will. And if they dont, then maybe God wills it that they dont. Maybe, theyre not meant to understand at all. And then maybe i shouldnt be disappointed or worried at all.

Babies were made to love anybody and everybody despite of who they are. They say the mind of a child knows no discrimination, they love, they trust, they believe with all their hearts on every thing they see and hear.

Today i was reminded to never the lose the child in me. Because as much bitter the world can be, there will be people and things that find you worthy of existence, all His ways in showing you He is still there and listening to every prayers and hopes you have. To never ever be disheartened with flaws, bcause they were made for a purpose.

Just like everything else