got to meet the familiar circle once again and it reminded me of how much i missed it. the people and our activities. fy just got back and i only got to see him for a while but that was great enough. catching up has never been this hectic. which i find really overwhelming.
almost feel like death. the shorter time you have, the more you tend to put the extra effort in doing things, meeting the people worth meeting. loving, caring, thanking.
never.forget.to.be.thankful.
i almost forgot the ukians are mostly back and working. what better way than to celebrate their upgrade in life than a round of coffee or mamak sessions. these are the people i grew up with, these are the people i miss, and being overseas taught me how to appreciate these people. because, damn are they hard to find.
this time around i learnt things the harder way. respecting, appreciating others is a value that slowly diminishes in people, when i find someone who actually acquires them, i tighten my grip. these things i miss by being far away from home, these things i mentally check with myself to never ever lose inside me regardless of the kind of circle i'm being sucked in wherever.
im happy with the way i was brought up with, the people i am mixed with, and the friends that i have carefully selected. i would not have ever wished for anything different than what it already is, alhamdulillah.
my favorite girl is getting prettier every time i see her. she's proudly now a health freak, freakier than i am, which is a good thing and only makes me more proud of what she has decided for herself. her strength and determination in keeping healthy is inspiring. years gone by i am so blessed to see us grown to what we currently are.
not many can say they have this one person who takes them as they are, who never judges them, who listens and supports, who argues for love, who holds on to you tightly from afar. this treasure is God sent. and she is the best of a friend like no other. thank you cheens, you are the one gift i really would like to keep for the rest of my life. never judgemental, never envious and never doubtful towards. definitely one of a kind. we both have a long way to go :)
while ive been pretty much chilling my days around home, i developed a dilemma for 2012. which one should it be ? weighing out the pros and cons, it results to almost the same either way.
though probably losing its popularity, i think ill flip a coin. surely, the heaviness of decision is heavier than any other decisions i have made, flipping a coin sometimes comes in handy.
now where's that coin ?
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