and then there was them,

picture credits to : superninjawarrior.da

i apologize for the lack of entries lately. i sure do miss pouring my head out ( sometimes heart ) here but life took over and demanded the best of me. not complaining, but here goes nothing.

reality :

exams are in less than a week, and am i prepared? inshaAllah. i feel a lot better this semester compared to previous ones which is a good sign. i guess consistency in doing tute work paid off, and makes a hell lot of difference. preparation was not in a rush, and its merely refreshing past workings and figuring out the short cuts to it. alhamdulillah

side note :

i turned 22 ( duh ). and at this age somehow life and the people around it becomes seemingly more apparent to me. people and their intentions, life and its surprises, the reasons behind reasons. and im only learning still. to know theres a lot more to come in the future sometimes scares me, but ill keep an open mind for it, inshaAllah.

random-side-note:

people with self-confidence, bright, charismatic, has their own personality, always, always catches my eye. having both parents working in the business line, i've always been trained to look up to these characters. its actually quite sad to see the majority of the rest of us trying so hard to be someone else. wanting to look like someone else and wanting to talk like someone else.

and for the rest of my life, i will remember Peg's advice for me, ' don't ever forget who you are, be you, and that makes a lot of difference being in a crowd, '

so there you go. dont forget to be yourself.