one shot.

i think its what holidays does to you. i feel too free to the point of being useless at the moment. i miss having the necessity to study. which i hope does not make me sound like a geek, but at the very least, there was something that i HAD to be doing. unlike now. though of course, like all other semesters, i wished i gave in more to this part of my life. always forgetting how we always just get one shot in living our lives, and hence it should only be right to live it to the fullest.

driving around town scares me sometimes. i have not driven for the past 10 months in Adelaide, which explains the awkwardness and sudden fear. But i drive, anyway. because i want to be doing what i was always doing for my parents. thats the very least that i can do, spending my time with them as much as i can. but mom is always away for business trips, and dad goes away occasionally. which leaves the house pretty, quiet at times. its year end soon, and by then mum will be on her 2 weeks leave ( yeay ) and we'll have enough of dad because mom will be at home and we know how he loves that. ( aww )

haven't been properly climbing just yet. now that, frustrates me a lot. i am already in the land where climbing spots are within reach, but due to logistics and location ( being far away from the city unlike before ), it just gets difficult. but i'm managing. in time, inshaAllah.

i figured i didnt get in for internship at pwc. internship period for them is starting soon, and i know a few people who got in. good on them. but i did get a reply from kpmg. asking for additional documents for further consideration. further consideration sounds good. hopefully.

ah well. this song is stuck in my head for now, pretty boy has been bugging me to listen to it. i hope it doesn't mean anything(yikes). he knows very well how i love acoustic versions of songs. here,

im just killing time til he picks me up for lunch and tea together. this blog is turning to be more diary like day by day. oh well.

happy days ahead everyone.