i can't think of a proper explanation for the hiatus. its official, this space comes alive with over flowing inspiration at its best, only when the heart is aching.
that trend, has got to stop.
if theres one thing i could fix, it'll be this. finding the right words to explain things in the same manner even when i'm happy. obviously, if you could see me now, physically, you'd require no further explanations. excessive fats on the cheeks, hips and every where else just says it all. sorry dino, winter exercise routines were conveniently pushed aside. surprisingly, i put on weight even during ramadhan, now thats depressing.
enough on body fats, this is supposed to be a happy post, remember?
winter is at its end, enough shivering madness, i'm loving pretty flowers in spring. the best part of being here is seeing how they bloom so perfectly by the roadside, at the parks, in gardens.
i think time passes too quickly now, and im sure the next thing i know, ill be home, on my new bed, in the new house, waking up to mum and dad's voices again, and it'll be soon to fall back to familiarities and comfort zone, and that too, will be a fly by because im already thinking how to survive the homesickness of all that when i get back to adelaide in 2011.
honestly, i get mixed up all the time. every time i get to writing the date of a day, ill pause and think whether it is currently 2010, or 2011. i dont know if this make sense, but it doesnt feel like 2010 at the moment. and im not quite sure how to justify that.
i hate this but ive lost my flow in blogging, hence, im only going to jump from one point to another, whatever comes to mind, will come to typing. this is annoying. but it'll take time to get the tempo again.
i find it cute and weird at the same time that the love interest has a tumblr account. its cute seeing things he reblogs on, mostly football, architectural stuffs, thats him and his intellectual side, but when it comes to quotes, and sayings, it gets to me all the time. i absolutely love how he is so sensitive and so tough at the same time. never fails to amaze me with his ways. he reminds me a lot of dad, and i guess that explains it all.
enough on that.
its spring break. a good 2 weeks to rest well, sleep well and prepare well for the coming exams. i'm coming home way before the release of exam results, that means, no way for supplementaries. hence, the harder the study. its hard to not feel good at what you want to do in life, its supposed to be something that is at the tip of my fingers.
i believe it is all worth the pain.
like i said, whatever comes to mind, comes to typing, so go figure on the relativity of the last line and everything else before it.
hint : something in between.
heck i make no sense at all.
if theres one thing i could fix, it'll be this. finding the right words to explain things in the same manner even when i'm happy. obviously, if you could see me now, physically, you'd require no further explanations. excessive fats on the cheeks, hips and every where else just says it all. sorry dino, winter exercise routines were conveniently pushed aside. surprisingly, i put on weight even during ramadhan, now thats depressing.
enough on body fats, this is supposed to be a happy post, remember?
winter is at its end, enough shivering madness, i'm loving pretty flowers in spring. the best part of being here is seeing how they bloom so perfectly by the roadside, at the parks, in gardens.
i think time passes too quickly now, and im sure the next thing i know, ill be home, on my new bed, in the new house, waking up to mum and dad's voices again, and it'll be soon to fall back to familiarities and comfort zone, and that too, will be a fly by because im already thinking how to survive the homesickness of all that when i get back to adelaide in 2011.
honestly, i get mixed up all the time. every time i get to writing the date of a day, ill pause and think whether it is currently 2010, or 2011. i dont know if this make sense, but it doesnt feel like 2010 at the moment. and im not quite sure how to justify that.
i hate this but ive lost my flow in blogging, hence, im only going to jump from one point to another, whatever comes to mind, will come to typing. this is annoying. but it'll take time to get the tempo again.
i find it cute and weird at the same time that the love interest has a tumblr account. its cute seeing things he reblogs on, mostly football, architectural stuffs, thats him and his intellectual side, but when it comes to quotes, and sayings, it gets to me all the time. i absolutely love how he is so sensitive and so tough at the same time. never fails to amaze me with his ways. he reminds me a lot of dad, and i guess that explains it all.
enough on that.
its spring break. a good 2 weeks to rest well, sleep well and prepare well for the coming exams. i'm coming home way before the release of exam results, that means, no way for supplementaries. hence, the harder the study. its hard to not feel good at what you want to do in life, its supposed to be something that is at the tip of my fingers.
i believe it is all worth the pain.
like i said, whatever comes to mind, comes to typing, so go figure on the relativity of the last line and everything else before it.
hint : something in between.
heck i make no sense at all.
3 comments:
tell me about it. my blog has been left unattended for so long i swear there are digital cobwebs everywhere. hehe. hm, i see Sars in that photo. awwwwwww.
i lost my way in bloggin too..so many things happen i dun want to write it down..boohoo..torturous september
updateeeee nj updateeee !
heheh, yes thats your sars in there. still the petite and cute her. reminds me of you all the time dear.
again, update please !!
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