which part ?

at this point it just seems as everything is on replay. swap of characters, same story, different place. and at times when i find myself stung by familiarity, something which, in normal circumstances, i'd welcome with open arms,just, not this time.

i found myself letting out a sigh half way along the journey. as if i had enough. as if it was all planned. as if i was hurt again. nothing has ever made me feel more relaxed and at ease. it has been a long while. a very long while, and it came right when i least expect it.

along the wet grass and blooming flowers, i smiled.

i figured i was happy and sad at the same time.

and then what?