its hard to say

photo credits to : addy_ack@d.a

Because its obviously hard to say whether it'll make it through the path of uncertainty. Sometimes we feel like its within our reach, sometimes we find comfort in the tight grip that we hang on to, and there are also times we feel unsure. Past memories, past experience, instincts. They contribute voluntarily to influence the decision that we want to make.

Having a vision is one thing. Working towards it is another.

Future is one thing no one can be certain about. But they say, with vision, you can make all dreams come true. You can gain the impossible by believing it to be possible to achieve.

I have a vision.

However, I find myself at a point where I'm contemplating on whether it is worth believing. I think I'm scared, hence I chose the easy way out by waiting for positive signs telling me that the path I'm taking is the right one.

I want to believe, but somehow I'm afraid.

Letting go is another story. A story I pray hard I will not have to tell. But that all depends now. I know time is not on my side, but I'm going to have to force myself to deal with this.

One day down, another 8 more days to go. I miss you but everything is okay.