"They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself "
- Andy Warhol
I don't know if you remember this. But this was how it was. And as time changed everything I changed, it became much more different to a point where my friendship with words got so fake and awkward, that I had trouble relating myself to them, vice versa.
My frequent blogging days are over, and I must admit that it has been due to the fact that the awkwardness of surroundings that grew on me. Familiarity wasn't as friendly and comfy as how it used to be. Or perhaps it was just me and the disturbance. I'd like to think the disturbance was self-induced. I guess its easier to swallow realizing how I was brought up. The mentality that sets in that everything happens for a reason, and that reason is mostly because how I perceived things to be, hence that was what became.
And that is why I guess when things happen, I give myself time to sink it all in. And come to the core question, how did I let this happen to me. Blaming external factors is rather easy, less guilty. But I'm not quite fond of that, as I learn nothing from the pain that knocked me, making it easier for history to repeat itself.
For the millionth time, life is what you make it to be.
My frequent blogging days are over, and I must admit that it has been due to the fact that the awkwardness of surroundings that grew on me. Familiarity wasn't as friendly and comfy as how it used to be. Or perhaps it was just me and the disturbance. I'd like to think the disturbance was self-induced. I guess its easier to swallow realizing how I was brought up. The mentality that sets in that everything happens for a reason, and that reason is mostly because how I perceived things to be, hence that was what became.
And that is why I guess when things happen, I give myself time to sink it all in. And come to the core question, how did I let this happen to me. Blaming external factors is rather easy, less guilty. But I'm not quite fond of that, as I learn nothing from the pain that knocked me, making it easier for history to repeat itself.
For the millionth time, life is what you make it to be.
Get this in your head.
Learn it.
Understand it.
Please don't make me miss my old theme. I fell in love with this one from the moment I saw it.
p/s : kanye you're so stupid. really.
Learn it.
Understand it.
Please don't make me miss my old theme. I fell in love with this one from the moment I saw it.
p/s : kanye you're so stupid. really.
6 comments:
oh syg..
i am going to miss ur old theme :(
i really love it!
nice theme la beb...soothing..hehe..rajen tuka template..i think i need to change as well la...lovey-dovey one (once i got a gf of coz!) hehe
i just wnt to laugh for some reason not relating to ur post dear ;)
hahahahaha.
p/s: i miss a bit la ur old theme though. hihi.
k.farah : serious nama ni buat deq yah blur 2 saat. siapa plak laa farah zamri :P hehehe.
awal: INI BUDAK DRAMA QUEEN SATU MALAYA TAK BOLEH BLAH NAK MALUKAN ZYRA. :P zyra telah jadi mangsa drama awal, semuanya tipu belaka. sadis sungguh. nak tukar template tak semestinya kena ada gf baru encik awal. nak kena ketuk?
boe : No, dont say it :P. I dont miss it :p hheheh.
love the layout toooo! cm simple and menarik. hehe im thinking of changing mine tapi we'll see, busy lah sekarang cewah.hahaha and yeah kanye is the biggest piece of shit on earth (quote from pink via twitter) lol
hey kamu!!! hehe. btw. thx 4 drop comment kat my page yg macam hape tuh :P
n u kalau nak kawan dengan mok2. (hahaha. kelakar gile name. ok pada i kelakar. tapi u kate lovey-dovey kan? :P)kena la tahan perangai DRAMA QUEEN die tuh. haha. i dah lame tahan dah T____T
'the song' kat my page tuh. i baru teringat! u 'loike' that song a lot kan. suke la sangat (-__-")
theme baru neh simple but nice ala-ala fly fm punye page. huu. but i can say that i miss ur old theme. haha. (mari kte buat zyra rase bersalah tukar theme baru!!!)
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