Its over. For now.

Its over.
You and me and those sleepless nights,
Of anxiety and confusion,
Its over.

I bid you goodbye for now,
And pray that you'd return to me well,
With strings of HD's,
Nothing more, and nothing less.
Okay?

**

The wonders of make-up. I'm no pro at this getting dolled-up agenda, but I must admit the magic it does to transform ones look, to become flawless, and well, oily at the end of the day. Too much of it on, I couldn't stand the thickness applied to my skin, but being a girl, I couldn't help either to get all excited of its result.

I was offered a photoshoot session , 3 outfits. It was an awesome experience, not to mention, tiring as well. You've heard of those things called heels? Well, we don't get along well. Never can, never will? I don't know. But lets just say, we tried. We really tried. I couldn't stand them for more than 2 minutes, I'd already be walking and jumping around the photoshoot area with my bare feet. Yes, call me a noob, but I really don't like hurting myself. The photographer was friendly, and, outspoken. Too outspoken, but she made me laugh my heels off. You read that right.

I was as stiff as a frozen hotdog. I have to salute those people doing this actually for a living. I only had 3 outfits to change into. And just one pair of heels to tolerate with. I can't imagine myself doing this, at all. So okay, experience gained, I had fun. Thumbs up to everyone, I didn't get to bring home with me my photos during the session, will just have to wait til it comes out.





Holiday kicks off from today. I'll be packed with activities ( climbing, training ) til the weekend. I made it a point to reply Isa's text messages on trainings for this month, and made sure I allocate time for my fellow brothers and sisters whom I've not met for so long from my small 165 circle of family.

Salam Zahirah, bila lagi? Jom lah 'belayar' dengan kami weekend ini? Ramai dah bertanya ni, - Isa -

I believe he was God sent. I've not attend trainings for so long, distracted by events and personal matters, how can I say no this time? I consider myself lucky, to be able to fall back into this circle I have, to remind me that there's always a way back to familiarity, and to re-align myself whenever I unconsciously stray away.

My love for climbing has been growing. It saddens me that in a matter of time, I won't be able to enjoy it with IT geek anymore. It crushes me more knowing I won't be able to randomly pop-up and suprise her with visits, as her holidays are coming to an end. I'll miss my monkey, and climbing without you won't ever be the same.

I would love to plan more for the holidays, but something tells me I'm going to have to take it as it comes. So one month begins today.