Aley, aley !

" Come on Za, aley aley !"

" Jangan pandang belakang Za, cmon, boleh2. Jangan lepas, "

" JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG.. CONGKAK oii "

" Relax dulu, relax tangan, kaki smua relax, dah ready kaki kiri naik dulu, "

Sedap je orang2 bawah ni menjerit2. IT geek ada bersama mereka though she was disturbingly quiet, or probably the guys' voice were louder than hers,but still I wasn't that worried knowing she was below. If anything happens, I'll fall to her.

- Tak boleh dah nii, tinggi sangaat, tangan dah lenguhhh

Suara dah tak boleh cover cun, menggigil habis, perasaan disappointment slowly creeped in. Belum apa2 lagi dah nak give up, apa lah. Psycho diri sendiri pun tak jalan, macam mana lagi? Kalau lepas, jatuh from that height memang suicidal.

Until Arf came close to the wall ,

" Za, kepercayaan pada diri sendiri tu lagi penting daripada semua benda lain sekarang ni. Jangan lepaskan tangan. Cmon, jangan give up. Kaki kiri naik atas. "

The next thing I know, I was already up. And smiling.

Ok. Shivering too.

And thats the best part of the whole thing. First, its about mentality. The challenge is when you think you can't, but you keep on trying anyway. Second, is the support. Believing in yourself, and listening well to others. Sometimes when in attempt, we see and plan to execute things differently. But there are always people watching from a better view, who sometimes see things not only differently but notices another easier way for us to achieve our goal. The will and acceptance to listen to others and to always inject encouragement in them while in difficulties, thats what makes this enjoyable. I had IT geek spotting me from below, with the rest.

I completed another 3 routes Arf showed us. Except two others.

Upon impulse, I decided to climb after my last paper for the week. Later that night, I knew why I felt like I needed to. Trust your instincts, it helps. Mine, atleast. I knew it all along :)

The same faces we saw, Ah Tong & Abg Lan, except for Arf & Nipon whom we just met but clicked in an instant. I must say Arf is very much passionate about it, and can't thank him and the rest enough for helping me overcome my 'sudden fear'.

And then there was Nas & Amy, and the cool lady marshall I have a crush on. Girl crush. But its nothing, really. It's just that she's good at it.

On a totally unrelated note, I seriously think we currently have an overflow of reality tv shows-alike Akademi Fantasia. Anak wayang? Pilih kasih? No wonder I've lost interest in watching shows on the tele. Same-old, same-old. It somehow feels good too, in a way, to get away from current trends thats going around you see. Why would anyone want to be like everyone else? What ever happened to originality?

Saya rasa saya perlu berhenti termenung jauh memikirkan tentang kehidupan memerhati orang bila berada di tempat awam, untuk mengelak insiden seperti petang tadi berlaku lagi sekali.

" Asal ? "

Huh?

" Pandang sini kenapa ? "

Tak, saya tak pandang, saya tengah fikir. Sorry

" Ingat apa tadi, "

Sorry

" Sorang je ke? Nama siapa ? "

Ok, thats my que to go. Ingat tak cerita cartoon apa tah, yang penguin2 cerdik tu cakap, smile and wave boys, just smile and wave..hah something like that lah. Senyum, bangun, bayar, dan jalan menuju ke kereta dengan pantas dan tangkas. :P

" Eh nak balik dah? Air tak habis lagi tu, "

One. I wasn't even looking at him. Okay, maybe I was, but unconciously. You know how sometimes your thoughts drift away, and your eyes are fixed to that one object ( or in this unlucky case, a person ) infront of you, or close to you, that it may seem as if you're looking at them, but really, your mind is just not anywhere near it? It may not even be on planet earth at that point of time! But yea, it was exactly that kind, that happened.


Lain kali, agak-agak. Kan dah kena.