Letters to you,

Dear future doctor & IT geek,

I would like to express my utmost gratitude to both of you for being there for me at times when I needed you the most. Future doctor, at times where I needed a big hug and someone to strangle with much love and care, and IT geek at times where I needed someone to fall on to during bouldering.

I love you both to bits and pieces of bread crumbs, though I would really appreciate it if both of you would stop laughing at me everytime I tell you my never ending 'love story' with the person who must not be named. I want both of you to know that we all can have BIG dreams sometimes. BIG+BIG dreams. Even if it seems clearly impossible to reach, but you may never know how life works to fully align itself magically according to your needs/wants/likings.

I've already told you the very many similarities 'we' coincidently have. There's chances there. Trust me, you'll see. If you ever mention this any further I'll kill both of you. No kidding.

IT geek,
You talk alot. Sometimes I wonder where you picked that up from. Because you used to be so quiet, and tolerable. Now? Need I mention more?
Darling dont let the paranoia kill you. Though I know very well now of your new likings for goss and being paranoid whenever you're alone. Let me quote from a song by Kanye West for you,

You worry bout the wrong things, the wrong things (repeat this 7 times, I think)
A-N-Y-W-A-Y, they dont know you like-I-do, they'll never know you ( pun repeat gak banyak kali)

Im not sure the relevance for the second line, but just take it.
Thank you for everything.
Do know how to fold my praying attire properly after usage.
You know I love you walaupun lipat telekung pun kau fail.

Future doctor,
You have always been the soft spot in me. Talking to you is always soothing. Unlike that IT geek, you are always well behaved. But that doesnt mean you're getting away with the statement you made about you being 'not available' at times when I'm sick in the future. When I'm sick, whenever I need a doctor, I'll make sure its you who takes care of me. And you can leave me with your children whenever you're on duty. I'll be the most awesome aunt to them. More awesome than IT geek since I dont think they will ever stand her never ending ramblings about basically everything under the sun. She'll get your children to watch those korean dudes and listen to emo songs by Good Charlotte and Sugarcult or techno music like Daft Punk. Now, you dont want that, do you?
At the end of the day, they'll come home to you and whine,

" Mama, kami SE-TRESS!!" - just like their Aunt Hana.

Whats not funny is the fact that you can now threaten me with your pictures of corpse that you have to dissect every now and then. You never fail to amaze me with your strength and courage towards matters involving blood and dead bodies. 0_0''

You're my hero in times of sickness and health of my body, where as the IT geek would be my hero in times of computer breakdown. I will ever so willingly help both of you in times of financial complications. For instance, in times of miscalculations of duit pocket, buku tiga 5 kamu berdua tak imbang, duit masuk tak tele dengan duit keluar, meh bak sini saya adjust.

I cant help but to think of our future ahead of us. Where our lives would take us next? I really love both of you dearly, and may this friendship blossom always.

Happy mother's day.
Eh silap. Kita belum mothers lagi.

Happy mothers day to all mother's out there. Mummy, Mama filz, mama hana, mama iq & elmyra:), mama juwie, mama tomok, semua lah!


I bet mesti mulut you girls + mummy ternganga if suddenly one day my 'mimpi' jadi kenyataan.



Before I end this post, I'd like to apologise for this entry, with Hana's favourite song, dan disebabkan saya selaku tuan punya blog tak sanggup nak mencemarkan blogpage ini dengan lagu sebegitu, minta kerjasama anda untuk menekan link yang disediakan.

I'm sorry, but I love you.

Kami nak pergi bergayut/memanjat/bersuka ria di tempat 'monyet2 gila'. :) Till then!

-iya-