Brace yourself for love,

 We'll write a song,
 That turns out the light,
 When both boy and girl starts suddenly shaking inside

 I listen to songs that I can relate to. Just so you'd know, I focus more on the lyrics of a song before falling deeply in love with it. I dont mind the genre, its the lyrics that counts. I absolutely love how words can be so powerful. It may kill you, may change you, may be the sole reason for that smile on your face or even that frown.

 Like how last night, the words of a person almost killed me. Deja vu, it said. I didn't know how cruel people can get, when you hoped for that one person to really understand how you function, they use it against you. Only goes to show that it probably wasn't worth my time from day one. But I'll forgive, though I wont forgive myself just yet for placing my own self on such a vulnerable spot for the second time. 

 But if I managed to push that to the left, this one wont be any difference. And if they happen to roll together to become a bigger ball, then be it. Then I guess I'll know now what they're made of. If this is what it takes for me to become the tougher version with better companions, I'm up for the challenge.

 There is no way I'm walking back that direction. 

 Words, they are just so deep. Use it wisely.

 So I turned to the power of mind. I searched for songs with beautiful strong words, happy meanings, one that brings personal value to just myself because that really is enough to keep this world of mine spinning. 

 If you noticed, I used to have a jukebox on my right side of this page, but I took it down.
My current favourite song would be this song I'm posting in this video below. Sang by my other  brother, who introduced me to Gonjeng. Both of my brothers, Danial and Farith are responsible for my so-called skill in playing the guitar. Talented young boys.

 So here's Farith singing my favourite song. Because I only have one person in mind while listening to this,it keeps me happy and flying, and maybe someday.

Balqies,
I like it how you holla at me from your window whenever I'm infront of my house waiting for my ride or just getting inside my car. I've longed for that kind of friendliness in this neighbourhood. And the way you go,

"Yuhuuuu.." with your head popped out of your window

and

" Ohh zyraaaa.." this morning,

I cant help but to smile and giggle by the thought of it. I didn't realize how much I miss all those comfort until you came back. Thank you girl, I wish I could do the same to you, but my sliding door-window is always locked and I have no idea where the keys are. I dont think they even exist since we dont usually slide it open. Boo. But you know what, the next time I'm waiting for my ride or get into my car, I'll make sure I'll throw stones at your window. You know how they do it in the movies? Just pray I wont break it though.

Ah, the love :)