looking up high and back inside;

It feels so surreal. Despite of my tight schedule, im amazed by how i can find time for myself in between this hectic life i lead.

Work will end soon, university is where ill be heading to next.
Im excited and sad at the same time. Leaving friends ive made, the environment ive successfully managed myself in-my comfort zone.


I havent been blogging. Id like to blame work for keeping me busy, but i must say, it wasnt always about work. I lost that sense of longing to blog since alevels ended. I have yet to discover why. Its highly unlike me to be this way, but i guess that just goes to show how people change with time.

Have i changed? Im pretty sure its for the better.

Within the short hiatus ive taken, i did what i do best - observe. From surroundings, to people. Call me judgemental, but first impressions are important. And from there, i keep my thoughts busy wondering the 'whys' and 'what if's'. - there you have it. Ive been busy.

But thats just one part of it, the best part is where i get to sit back and reflect on things ive done, how i could make it better in the future, and what i expect when things come by. Being hopeful gets me going, but being hopeful keeps me worried too. Balancing this , is never easy. Too much of one side, makes you lose more on the other and vice versa.

Which then leads us to the limitations of being hopeful and having high expectations on the future. Everything has its measurements i guess. I mean, if we could measure happiness and sadness, then i guess some white haired dude would have already created a recipe for everlasting happiness, and all we need to do is mix the ingredients according to measurements provided - but life was never made that way. And why?

If you already knew the answers to a crossword puzzle, what fun would it be?

This is the part where you realize that life is always about taking risks, and i swear i know ive blogged about this a hundred million times, but hey, anything to make this blog alive ey? - Ok, ok , so i was actually pndering about a few things and got myself to my senses by thinking this way.

Fridays are good.
Theyre good because they make you feel good, and they make weekends even closer to reach.
Have a great weekend.